scurry event a coupla days ago i woke up with this dream in my noggin of my brother and his gf getting engaged... not that i dont love my kuya but honestly he's not ready for that kinda thing and his gf is a nice chick but doesnt seem to be the shall we say sharpest knife in the proverbial drawer... plus she's got the baggage of having a like 5 or 6 yr old son...

made me think of the problem most people have.. maybe even i have, in thinking that you can change the way other people are or that events and outside factors can cause changes in peoples thoughts and behaviors... when really i figure that a person has to make a real conscious choice to be who they want to be, not for someone else but for themselves... thats real lasting change for i guess the better. or at least their own better-ment, which isnt just a subjective judgment of better as you see it but better as a person... cause there are good people and bad people in this world and its more than just a matter of who does the least amount of harm...

god am i increasing entropy with my mental masturbation here? maybe internet information entropy... c'est la vie...

jeez, its not cool being the semi-responsible person that i'm expected to be in the haus... beyonce' like relies on me, at least i think she does... why cant i just be that old ignored middle child doing my own thang at my own pace...

damnit its the INTP personality coming through again...

http://similarminds.com/personalitytests.html

that site is rad

sympathy and the ability to see life through another's eyes are qualities that conservative thinkers lack... thats part of why im a liberal and i think we see the world as a multi-faceted place where we all get through together as opposed to individuals that are free to do as they please... you're not really free in a negative freedom sense, you're bound by and to your place/space/role in society... you're a piece of a jigsaw puzzle... a chess piece on a board bound by rules that you dont create but must abide by. or else you're what... not part of humanity... impossible... no man is an island... (brought about by a discussion at work on whether or not a person deserved a chance to get a loan to refinance her home)

must sleep... wage slaves need their rest too

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i've updated this thing with test from the xanga blog!
yeah i almost forgot that i had this site too!

You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent.

"And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to
go into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advice
given to her by the spirits, Unicorn went
inside and bled silver blood.. For her
misdeed, the world knew evil."

Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve
(Christian) and Pandora (Greek).
The Unicorn is associated with the concept of
innocence, the number 3, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the twilight sun.

As a member of Form 3, you are a curious
individual. You are drawn to new things and
become fascinated with ideas you've never come
in contact with before. Some people may say
you are too nosey, but it's only because you
like getting to the bottom of things and
solving them. Unicorns are the best friends to
have because they are inquisitive.


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INTP - "Architect". Greatest precision in thought and language. Can readily discern contradictions and inconsistencies. The world exists primarily to be understood. 3.3% of total population.

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My Bloginality is INTJ!!!

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Extroverted	||||||||||||	46%
Introverted	||||||||||||||	54%
Friendly	||||||||||||||	54%
Aggressive	||||||||||||	46%
Orderly	||||||||||||||||	62%
Disorderly	||||||||||	38%
Relaxed	||||||||||||	46%
Emotional	||||||||||||||	54%
Intellectual	||||||||||||||||||||	88%
Practical	||||	12%

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ABC's

A - Age:
24

B - Boyfriend/girlfriend:
no one :-/

C - Chore you hate:
cleaning the loo

D - Dad's name:
Renato aka Toti

E - Essential everyday item (for guys)/make up
item (for girls):
lotion fo' dem ashy elbows

F - Favorite actor/actress:
Tobey Maguire / Emma Thompson

G - Gold or silver:
Silver when i'm feeling classy, Gold when i wanna be trashy

H - Hometown:
Arleta, CA

I - Instruments you play:
My mini cowboy-bebop-harmonica

J - Job:
Data input / temp @ Countrywide, West Hills

K - Kids:
Zero

L - Living arrangements:
Bumming @ home

M - Mom's name:
Elizabeth aka Beth aka Ely

N - Number of people you've slept with:
Zero

O - Overnight hospital stays:
Zero

P - Phobia:
stupid people, in charge of the country... oops too late :-/

Q - Quote you like:
I can tell you with no ego that this is my finest blade. If, on your journey, you should encounter God... God will be cut.

R - Ride you have:
2003 Toyota Matrix XR

S - Show you like:
Alias, The Practice, South Park, Chapelle's Show... etc.etc.

T - Time you wake up:
Between 7:45-8:00 AM

U - Unique habit:
I'm good at not remembering people's birthdays

V - Vegetable you refuse to eat:
Brussel sprouts... and durian though its a fruit. its offensive to my senses

W - Worst habit:
Being mean, i'm a mean person... eh if you don't like it go fuck yourself

X - X-rays you've had:
My teeth for braces and my ankles, cause i have the bad b-ball ankles

Y - Yummy food you make:
I guess my specialities are lumpia shanghai, barbecue on a stick and a fresh fruit tart, just off the top of my head, though i do know how to cook a lot of tasty stuff

Z - Zodiac Sign:
Aquarius (this is the dawning of the age of...)